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The Collective Initiation…

Come to the purple doors of this Goddess.

Align with Her sword of initiation.

This challenge is your life.

This is the path of devotion to truth,

to have the Goddess penetrate you with her eyes.

This is the lightning path of initiation.

Choose the left-eyed path of Horus.

Come,

see your life as such.

 

I am the gate of the lightning path of initiation.

I stand in recognition of that part of your light and power that has not been fully freed into love.

What am I?

Contemplate this as you enter.

 

Your life is a sovereign initiation. In every moment we are called … called to align with the crystalline truth within our heart and womb knowing.

There is a calling rising across our planet. It is a calling for women … A calling for Queens who are here to embody a new paradigm of feminine leadership that is radical and revolutionary.  

We are being called into a powerful collective initiation.

A collective awakening.

A collective reckoning.

These are not the battle cries of an old paradigm hell bent on survival, domination, and ownership. No. They are the wails and shrieks of a new paradigm being born into life.

We are the vessels through which this new life is being born.  

You are called now – more than ever – to come home to the throne of your sovereignty and take up the sword that pierces through the veils of illusion, penetrating to the truth of why you came here so you may listen to the part of you that is yearning to be played.

This sword is not one that is used to maim or kill. This sword is sharpened with clarity of sight and wielded with the heart of deepest compassion.

When we are called to hold the sword of the Initiator, we are called to the depth of our noble heart, aligned justice, tender ferocity, resonant authority, and sovereignty.  

We are all being called to embrace our personal initiations knowing that they are no different than the collective initiation.

Birthing the Divine Feminine anew is messy, challenging, and ecstatic. The only way through is to align with the truth in your being and remember how to listen to Her, embracing all that comes into your life as the way you scripted it – for the purpose of your soul’s evolution – in this one wild and precious life.

Sister queen, your life is an initiation.

Are you ready to come with me into the pyramid chambers of Isis, the challenger and pruner, the one who clarifies what is real?  

Are you ready for the one who challenges us to face – with our soul and heart knowing – the ways we are currently living out of integrity?

“I challenge. I clarify. I align,” says the Initiator as she stares you directly with her piercing eyes … eyes appearing as an eagle might, seeking out its prey.

How do you feel as you meet Her gaze, sister? Do you look away? Do you squirm in discomfort, wondering what She will see that you have been avoiding?

BREATHE. Feel the heat and pressure of standing at this doorway.

Being called into our deepest alignment is challenging … I know.

I have been travelling the priestess path in the 13 Moon Mystery School lineage for many moons. And yet, still, when I feel the cool, direct – often times incisive and piercingly honest – vision of the Initiator, I catch my breath a little. I feel the constriction in my chest. And I feel the presence of great possibility.

Recently, I was given a powerful opportunity: an initiatory challenge. The essence of the challenge was to say no to something that I really wanted. This is how it went for me…

When I truly sat with the invitation, I started to feel a sense of inner dis-ease. I wanted to disregard this. To go with a “yes,” to be included … to be a part of something; but there was something inside of me that did not feel “right.”

I was feeling off balance and having weird, fretful dreams – all signs for me that there is something for me to listen to. As I sat with my dis-ease, I heard very clearly, “It is not in alignment for you to say yes to this.”

The added bonus to this initiation was that I had to tell someone that I really respect and love that I was not in alignment and could not accept.

Do you remember the film The Matrix? Well, even if you have not seen it, there is a moment in the movie where the lead character is offered a choice to take the red pill or the blue pill. The choice will lead you into two completely different realities.

For me, this for me was a red pill/blue pill moment.

It was not the invitation that really mattered. It was my personal sovereignty, my inner knowing, my sense of what was true for me.

I decided to take the pill that initiated me to sit on my throne. This is not always the easy choice, but in the end, the choice that leads to greater self trust and greater intimacy with Essence.

Isis is here now to look you firmly in the eyes and call forward the places in you that are incoherent or out of integrity with what is actually true.

The Initiator is here to herald each one of us who has the courage to face her to step through and choose what is real.

So, sister … take a moment to see my eyes as clear as an eagle. Feel the power of my love that is so clear, it is crystal in nature. Feel the ways you know you are not living in integrity with your truth.

How are you out of alignment with your soul essence?

How are you hiding out?

How are you not fully showing up?

Where are you continuing to play small?

Are you still trying to prove yourself?

Just breathe.

There is a fundamental difference that Isis brings to us. She challenges us through the clarity of recognizing patterns without judgment.

This is difficult for us to accept because most of us have an imprint of a critical and judgmental parent, teacher, or friend that we have internalized; so when we are challenged, our ego’s first line of defense is to feel criticized and shut down. We defend and justify ourselves.

Breathe, my sister. Instead of shutting down, choose to enter into clarity.

I am Isis, the Initiator within you.

I am clear seeing and all loving,

even though I may appear to be cool,

aloof, or intense with my gaze.

I am not here to tell you that you are doing ANYTHING WRONG.

I am here simply to challenge you

to SEE the ways that you

are not fully in your integrity at this time in your life.

Take a few moments right now to simply feel, listen, and look within. You know where these wobbles are. You know where you are playing out patterns. And if you don’t, then this would be a great time to ask a trusted friend or mentor to be a mirror for you … to simply reflect ways that they might see you hiding, not showing up, or out of alignment.

We have been taught to be frightened of the Initiator energy because it has – to large degree – been mistreated. It has been appropriated as the Omnipotent Voice, the one who is RIGHT. When we can face the ways we are like that at times, then we begin to free up the immense power that we all hold when we speak what is REAL – from a place of love and deep compassion.

So, this moon loves, we will travel together into this space of deep truth telling and integrity … starting, of course, always with ourselves.

I choose to walk with you this moon, holding you and I in the heart of compassion first, and then feeling – with all of my senses – where each one of us being called to be more fully here…

The Collective Initiation…

Come to the purple doors of this Goddess.

Align with Her sword of initiation.

This challenge is your life.

This is the path of devotion to truth,

to have the Goddess penetrate you with her eyes.

This is the lightning path of initiation.

Choose the left-eyed path of Horus.

Come,

see your life as such.

I am the gate of the lightning path of initiation.

I stand in recognition of that part of your light and power that has not been fully freed into love.

What am I?

Contemplate this as you enter.

Your life is a sovereign initiation. In every moment we are called … called to align with the crystalline truth within our heart and womb knowing.

There is a calling rising across our planet. It is a calling for women … A calling for Queens who are here to embody a new paradigm of feminine leadership that is radical and revolutionary.  

We are being called into a powerful collective initiation.

A collective awakening.

A collective reckoning.

These are not the battle cries of an old paradigm hell bent on survival, domination, and ownership. No. They are the wails and shrieks of a new paradigm being born into life.

We are the vessels through which this new life is being born.  

You are called now – more than ever – to come home to the throne of your sovereignty and take up the sword that pierces through the veils of illusion, penetrating to the truth of why you came here so you may listen to the part of you that is yearning to be played.

This sword is not one that is used to maim or kill. This sword is sharpened with clarity of sight and wielded with the heart of deepest compassion.

When we are called to hold the sword of the Initiator, we are called to the depth of our noble heart, aligned justice, tender ferocity, resonant authority, and sovereignty.  

We are all being called to embrace our personal initiations knowing that they are no different than the collective initiation.

Birthing the Divine Feminine anew is messy, challenging, and ecstatic. The only way through is to align with the truth in your being and remember how to listen to Her, embracing all that comes into your life as the way you scripted it – for the purpose of your soul’s evolution – in this one wild and precious life.

Sister queen, your life is an initiation.

Are you ready to come with me into the pyramid chambers of Isis, the challenger and pruner, the one who clarifies what is real?  

Are you ready for the one who challenges us to face – with our soul and heart knowing – the ways we are currently living out of integrity?

“I challenge. I clarify. I align,” says the Initiator as she stares you directly with her piercing eyes … eyes appearing as an eagle might, seeking out its prey.

How do you feel as you meet Her gaze, sister? Do you look away? Do you squirm in discomfort, wondering what She will see that you have been avoiding?

BREATHE. Feel the heat and pressure of standing at this doorway.

Being called into our deepest alignment is challenging … I know.

I have been travelling the priestess path in the 13 Moon Mystery School lineage for many moons. And yet, still, when I feel the cool, direct – often times incisive and piercingly honest – vision of the Initiator, I catch my breath a little. I feel the constriction in my chest. And I feel the presence of great possibility.

Recently, I was given a powerful opportunity: an initiatory challenge. The essence of the challenge was to say no to something that I really wanted. This is how it went for me…

When I truly sat with the invitation, I started to feel a sense of inner dis-ease. I wanted to disregard this. To go with a “yes,” to be included … to be a part of something; but there was something inside of me that did not feel “right.”

I was feeling off balance and having weird, fretful dreams – all signs for me that there is something for me to listen to. As I sat with my dis-ease, I heard very clearly, “It is not in alignment for you to say yes to this.”

The added bonus to this initiation was that I had to tell someone that I really respect and love that I was not in alignment and could not accept.

Do you remember the film The Matrix? Well, even if you have not seen it, there is a moment in the movie where the lead character is offered a choice to take the red pill or the blue pill. The choice will lead you into two completely different realities.

For me, this for me was a red pill/blue pill moment.

It was not the invitation that really mattered. It was my personal sovereignty, my inner knowing, my sense of what was true for me.

I decided to take the pill that initiated me to sit on my throne. This is not always the easy choice, but in the end, the choice that leads to greater self trust and greater intimacy with Essence.

Isis is here now to look you firmly in the eyes and call forward the places in you that are incoherent or out of integrity with what is actually true.

The Initiator is here to herald each one of us who has the courage to face her to step through and choose what is real.

So, sister … take a moment to see my eyes as clear as an eagle. Feel the power of my love that is so clear, it is crystal in nature. Feel the ways you know you are not living in integrity with your truth.

How are you out of alignment with your soul essence?

How are you hiding out?

How are you not fully showing up?

Where are you continuing to play small?

Are you still trying to prove yourself?

Just breathe.

There is a fundamental difference that Isis brings to us. She challenges us through the clarity of recognizing patterns without judgment.

This is difficult for us to accept because most of us have an imprint of a critical and judgmental parent, teacher, or friend that we have internalized; so when we are challenged, our ego’s first line of defense is to feel criticized and shut down. We defend and justify ourselves.

Breathe, my sister. Instead of shutting down, choose to enter into clarity.

I am Isis, the Initiator within you.

I am clear seeing and all loving,

even though I may appear to be cool,

aloof, or intense with my gaze.

I am not here to tell you that you are doing ANYTHING WRONG.

I am here simply to challenge you

to SEE the ways that you

are not fully in your integrity at this time in your life.

Take a few moments right now to simply feel, listen, and look within. You know where these wobbles are. You know where you are playing out patterns. And if you don’t, then this would be a great time to ask a trusted friend or mentor to be a mirror for you … to simply reflect ways that they might see you hiding, not showing up, or out of alignment.

We have been taught to be frightened of the Initiator energy because it has – to large degree – been mistreated. It has been appropriated as the Omnipotent Voice, the one who is RIGHT. When we can face the ways we are like that at times, then we begin to free up the immense power that we all hold when we speak what is REAL – from a place of love and deep compassion.

So, this moon loves, we will travel together into this space of deep truth telling and integrity … starting, of course, always with ourselves.

I choose to walk with you this moon, holding you and I in the heart of compassion first, and then feeling – with all of my senses – where each one of us being called to be more fully here…


And, my love, I wanted to let you know of a powerful offering that is coming through the temple.

It is clear that a new archetype is emerging in our collective – the Sovereign Queen – and the Initiator is moving through Her, bidding us to come out of hiding and notice any resistance we have into stepping into this role as a Queen.

So many of us may feel the fear of responsibility, of the abuse of power, of the old hierarchical lens of the Queen. We may feel that we are unworthy of claiming our crown and placing it upon our benevolent heads. The Initiator is asking us to feel these resistance points and vulnerably share them in the safe and sacred space created by sisters who love you unconditionally. 

So, I invite you to join us for The Queens’ Council: A Gathering of the Sisterhood of the Rose … a free, online summit of over 25 sister queens sharing the initiations they are experiencing in order to sit upon their thrones and face any shadows … for the collective.

During this holy Council – from September 18th – October 1st – you will be deeply held and loved, as we explore one of the most potent conversations of our time. It would be such an honor to have you join us. 

You may join this free, transformational gathering here. 

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